Almost A Year, And No Sign Of Recovery.posted Sep 5th 2006, 5:33PM
Mood: Stupid
Music: My Own Thoughts And His Voice
"WHEREVER YOU GO, WHATEVER YOU DO
I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FOR YOU.
WHATEVER IT TAKES, OR HOW MY HEART BREAKS
I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING FOR YOU..."
I'm looking back, on who I was when I was with HIM,
I was so happy. I was in love.
WHY THE FUCK DID I HAVE TO SCREW UP LIKE THAT!!
Sure, what he did scared me alot. It was one tiny mistake,
and I bailed on him. How dependable...
I havent the faintest clue as to how he is now, I've tried everything.
PLEASE, OH GODDESS, LET HIM FORGIVE ME AND TALK TO ME AGAIN!!
Nothing hurts anymore, it just irritates me.
I know no pain other than HIM.
PLEASE ADAM, GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE!!
I BEG OF YOU TO CALL ME!!
PLEASE...
If I dont heal soon, the pain will kill me someday...